My Introduction (finally ~sighs)

Hey guys, my name is Hungry as you all know. Now this is supposed to be and intro and everything but i'm kinda going to keep it like the story of my life. It'll have all the ups and downs, and everything i've been through. I'm not much of a sugar coater so there will be times where i'll have some depressing stuff but ill put spoilers there so ppl who get triggered easily won't have to see. Anyways enjoy although i don't expect people to read all of it .

I was born on January 13th, 2000 in Istanbul, Turkey. My whole family is from there, my dad having roots that goes back centuries and centuries. Me, my mom and my dad moved to the united states when i was around 3 to 4. I do remember a lot from Turkey even though i was very little. I often get little snippets of things that i may have forgotten. When we moved here we lived in a 1 bedroom apartment in brooklyn, new york. It was really tough for my family. We were poor. We had no money. We struggled to get along. Eventually my parents started learning english a lot better. I was fluent after the first grade. We had a good and nice life. After a few years my mom started an online store on ebay as a second source of income and it quickly grew (more on that later).

Spoiler: Somewhat depressing i guess

My family had a lot of tough times. For a long time my dad had diabetes and we never knew. Because of this, he didn't receive any medication and that's when he would have his blood sugar rise and he would get really mad, really easily. I remember hating my dad. I was scared of him. He broke things, he hurt me and my mom a couple of times. For me that was just life, it was how we lived.

A few years went by and they're kinda fuzzy cuz nothing really special happened. I went to a turkish private school for the second and third grade. I HATED it. All before going to that school, i was a happy and fun kid. I was rarely sad, etc. I never knew what bullying was until i went to that school. i would come home with bruises all over, kids on my bus would hit me and stuff but i would get in trouble. I remember this one time, this kid punched me straight across the face and i called him an idiot. I got suspended for calling him an idiot but nothing happened to him. Those were some of the worst years of my life. I was in the principals office every other day getting in trouble for the stupidest things. I never wanted to go to school and i hated it there. People started calling me mental kid because they thought i laughed in a weird way. People started to call me gay because my dad would kiss me goodbye before i got on the bus. My parents decided to send me back to the public school for the fourth and fifth grade. The bullying continued although it wasn't as bad. I was constantly in an aggressive mode. I would think that anyone trying to talk to me was a bully. I remember those times really well. I was in the top of my class. I could do math that no other kid could do. I would read and finish 400 page books every day. In the sixth grade, i took a test to go to a gifted and talented school (aka smarty pants school). This school was the same as my public school. Things with my parents got worse.

Spoiler: Parent issue stuff (warning kinda depressing)

My parents got in a lot of fights during this time. I remember it being bad, with my dad usually breaking something. At this point i already had depression without even knowing it. I went to school after a big fight and i tried to go to the principal to call the cops on my dad, and the idiots turned and said that he was just "disappointed in my grades".

After the sixth grade i only went to that school for a few weeks in the seventh grade. We had bought a house in rural New Jersey and we moved out of that crappy new york apartment. We moved there and legit a week after, Hurricane Sandy hit us pretty bad. We had sold almost everything we had because all our stuff was so old. We had planned to buy new stuff after we moved. We were so unprepared for that storm. We lost power for 3 and a half weeks, due to being in the middle of nowhere. School was pretty cool and i made some friends although none of them really lasted. Then it was off to high school. High school was a pretty big deal for me. My freshmen year was one that i will never forget. It was probably the best and worst of my life. i'll start from the beginning. The first few months were ok. I posted a pic on instagram of mitch and ryan and turns out Merome was kinda obsessed with them too. We were never really friends but once we found out that we both played minecraft we became really good friends, really easily. In november, a lot of bad stuff happened. There's this kid named tim who is like super obsessed with me (really creepy. You DO NOT need to know nor do you WANT to know, trust me). Unfortunately he has autism and tourette's but he uses this to his advantage. He goes up to the principal several times telling her that people are "bullying him". This has happened so many times now she's realized and doesn't get anyone in trouble for it. Unfortunately i was the first person he did it to. My parents were told that i was bullying a kid with mental disabilities.

Spoiler: The rest is kinda triggering

My parents raised hell with me and would not listen to me when i told them i didn't do anything. They went too far. I was too fed up with it. I wrote a suicide note and being the idiot i am, i put it on social media. The net day my parents got a call from my principal. Several people had notified her about it and she told my parents that i had to be hospitalized to ensure i didn't drug myself. It was a pretty rough time that changed my whole life.

After that ordeal i started going to therapy. It didn't help me at first but after a while i started getting better. Unfortunately, i got worse again.

Spoiler: Extremely triggering. You've been warned.

It was a really tough time for me. I started talking to more and more people with depression, over the internet. Because of this i never really got rid of my depression. It got really really bad. 72. I cut myself 72 times with a pencil sharpening thingy. My parents found out from the school again.

After my parents found out, it was back to therapy. I tried really hard, i stopped talking to those friends again and i got better. I was finally happy. I didn't hate the world anymore. I was whole again. Then something really bad happened. On april 13th 2015 i lost my house to a fire. I was home alone, playing mc with merome. The house was completely wrecked. Fortunately we started rebuilding about two days ago. It'll be done by this september or so which is awesome. So yeah guys, that's my whole life for you. I probs do have a lot of stuff i forgot in there. Now that i talked about my life i'll just write about some hobbies and some fun facts about me :3 .

Hobbies
Oh god, i have so many hobbies nowadays, i cant keep track of them xD . Well ill just list all the hobbies i've had i guess. In the sixth grade i got into rubik's cubes. I bought one for like 10 dollars and i learned how to solve it. I got really into it and discovered the cubing community (yes that's really what its called). I bought bigger, harder, weirder shaped cubes. Soon i had a variety of about 15-20 cubes. I've entered competitions (too bad to win won or get close to winning one xD). My fastest time was about 14.27 seconds i believe though so yeah.. gg i guess. After rubik's cubes, i got into yo-yo'ing. This lasted for like 2 weeks honestly xD. I do know like 3-4 tricks on yoyos though so thats pretty cool i guess. A little while back i got really interested in aviation, like really really interested. I know more about planes than my aerospace teacher and i have one remote controlled airplane, 2 remote controlled that i built with dollar tree foamboard, a glider that i built with balsa, and a rocket which i launched today :3 . I also got into guitar around the second grade. I'm pretty good at it now. I have a Gibson Les Paul with a Peavey Vypyr amp. I had a Epiphone Les Paul but lost it in the house fire. I was able to get my Yamaha APX500 II acoustic out of my house cuz it was in its case and it didn't burn. I'm really good right now tbh and i think in one of my profile posts, i have a link to me playing it.... Anyways i'm pretty sure that's all for hobbies although i probs have a lot more that i'm forgetting about xD

Favorite Stuff
My favorite band of all time is Metallica. I've been listening to metallica since the second grade or sooner i think... My favorite albums are probably Kill em' All and the Black Album. I can't list a favorite song cuz they're all gg. My favorite plane of all time has to be the Concorde, like cmon thats pretty obvious. My favorite guitar is obviously the Les Paul. I have a lot of favorite stuff and it would be really hard to list em but here's most of them kinda.

Cool Facts About Me

1. I have an IQ of about 130-140
2. My grades are crap
3. I speak fluent Turkish
4. I built my own remote controlled airplane
5. I'm in a class full of seniors (Smarty pants :3 )
6. I suck at drawing
7. I'm awesome at tech related stuff
8. I'm not athletic AT ALL
9. I'm forever alone
10. I'm Muslim #ProudToBeMuslim
11. I get a lot of hate for this ^
12. I kinda somewhat got rid of depression?
13. I want to be an aircraft engineer (probs aircraft engines)
14. I wanted to be a pilot before
15. I'm buying my own plane when i'm in college
16. I work at six flags (say hi if you see me)
17. I have no sense of humor (i guess)
18. I make too many puns
19. I'm a nice person (runs laughing)
20. I have no ideas of what else to put in this list

I guess that's it guys. Im 90% sure no one read this all the way through and if you did, you the real MVP. Sorry if i depressed you but like i said, i don't sugar coat things. I dont rlly know how to end this so ill end it leaving a positive comment . Love yourself, Love others, stay safe and smile more

Thanks for reading guys
-Hungry​

 

Claps great intro. I guess humor is kinda my thing
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My goodness that was a long introduction

 

Lol tsprings had to bypass it cuz i had too much stuff xD

 

Even though I never grew up in a home like yours with an angry parent, I know what you mean. I've also gotten a bit of hate for my faith. The unpopular isn't always the right thing, if you know what I mean.

Also, War Thunder!

 

Took me like 20 minutes to read it XD.

I was crying after the part when he said he hurt himself doe.

 

That is real positive!

 

I read all of this . Lol give us some questions.

 

My lord i almost cry because of that!

 

I am not that sensitive but I felt something positive at the end (because of the end message maybe?).

 

same i am not ether but it makes me sad, btw new?

 

new? new at what?

 

when you quoted my post it says new when i did not say -_-

 

-sighs- hopefully your home can be back!

 

same dude O.O

 

well, its called "life" and humans have the same life i guess...

 

~facepalm

 

My gosh....

 

Its being rebuilt right now and should hopefully be done by this september or october